Live like Hell

I'm feeling like hell now...I wanted to prepare for my final exam, but my teacher haven't put up the study guide on the blackboard. She mentioned that she would put it up on Thursday. So now there's no where to start and I can't do much!! This is so irritating! I want to take this exam on Wednesday - the first day of exams - finish it up and relax, but if I still can't get it started only until Monday, then I probably can only take it on Thursday. But I don't want to take it on Thursday because I'm leaving to Vancouver, B.C. on Thursday afternoon!! My teacher still wants to have a review session, but she haven't emailed us the place, day, and time yet. What the heck is she doing now? Freaking slow and I'm panicking. Furthermore, my TA haven't put up some of the scores on blackboard. So apprently, I'm just surfing the internet, downloading Taiwanese variety shows, watching them and laughed, and feeling so sick of the whole thing I'm going through now!! My husband is studying in school and I'm alone at home. Freaking sick!! I feel so terrible, I'm at the peak of my unhappiness in my life! I still have other responsibilities to work on, but I just procrastinate; don't feel like doing anything. Why life can be so miserable sometimes? I'm really tired of it! Can God give me some peace real soon??? I want to be happy, I really want to be happy again..........................